pillar of strength

i feel my fighting spirit coming back =)

venturing's not going to be as fun as scouting, i suppose. as yanzhi said, all the fun acts will be gone. yes, venturing might be more fruitful and challenging, but for the playful zhixuan, i think being a PL and heading hawk (alliteration) will be alot more interesting. after all, i like leading. the roles of the VEXCO are really more for planning and organisation.

talking with jeremy sort of revived my fighting spirit. he's a really good ccal, and i dun want to become a burden to him. i'll not be his slave either -- i'm going to be working with him side by side. definitely jeremy's alot stronger than me in task management. however, i realised that there's a difference in our leadership and working styles. he's firm, strong and directive. he's able to control the batch and get things done efficiently. his performance has been amazing and he's really a guy to look up to (literally, too).

he scored a high 'D' on his personality test, and i scored a high 'I'. as the test results show, i'm manipulative and i like to influence other ppl. i believe there'll definitely be areas which i'm stronger in. i'm really fired up now! i want to become the ventures' pillar of strength =)

this isn't an excuse for my mistakes luh. i'm going to learn from him - be serious when needed and improve on task management. i think the latter's pretty okay, but the part about being serious i really need to work on.

i really need to thank him. this wanting to catch up with him has and will help me improve.

this year, i'll be their pillar of strength